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Your hold is ready! (08. 31. 24)

Hi everyone, and happy end of August!
What a month.
For those who have been following my travels celebrating Failure to Comply, you might have seen me –– virtually, at Nicole Tallman’s/Emerge Literary Journal’s Be Well Reading Series, and/or IRL in Western Massachusetts [x], Baltimore, Asheville, Atlanta, or, most recently, NYC.
It’s hard to begin to describe how I’m feeling, or how these events felt. I can safely say that the associated travel/socialization was simply exhausting; with each successive trip, my social battery started out a little more drained. Fortunately, I was mostly seeing/staying with beloved friends, some of whom I hadn’t seen for years (but who nevertheless have infinite patience for my autistic, introverted* shenanigans). Now, I’m back home for a brief period of rest (and by rest, I mean submitting job applications, preparing for the semester, reading magazine submissions, working on a bazillion projects…) before flying back to Davis, and trying my best to manage remote book correspondence and publicity while also working on things like this newsletter!
So, if I seem a bit frazzled today, it’s because I am. I knew I would be; I feared this period of Book Time. I knew I’d make it through, and I did. Not only did I make it through, but I had a ton of fun: the events, uniformly, went great. I got to talk to so many people enthusiastic about Failure to Comply, including college acquaintances and authors I knew of but had never met. I never expected strangers and old friends alike to show up for me, and yet they did, and continue to do so. There is very little as rewarding as realizing that, for all the community I knew I had, I actually had even more. The book was like a dowsing rod, drawing the connections to my surface.
What’s next? Well, back in Davis, I’m hoping to do a few events (times and details TBD). Then, in November, I’ll be at NWSA in Detroit, MI, and in the surrounding time I’ll be in Chicago, Denver, and Madison, WI for more Failure to Comply events! If you have a spot you’d like me to visit, feel free to reach out. Exhaustion notwithstanding, I really do want to bring the book as many places as possible.
Also, semi-related, manywor(l)ds (now over a year old!) opens for general submissions tomorrow, September 1st, through Halloween. Hit us up with your weird stuff!
In the meantime, if you want to support me, consider getting a paid subscription to this newsletter (or making a one-time payment of $10+ for my full chapbook catalog), buying Failure to Comply, reviewing it on Goodreads and Storygraph, and requesting it at your local bookstores and libraries. Also, contact me if you’re interested in a review/interview. Thanks, and sorry for being all-business this time around!
(*I don’t like reifying the whole introvert/extrovert binary, but the introvert shoe, alas, fits me like a Cinderella slipper. Forgive me!)
Now, onto the recommendations.
Today’s Recs:
Books:
Bhanu Kapil, The Vertical Integration of Strangers
Ray Bradbury, The Martian Chronicles
Camila Sosa Villada, tr. Kit Maude, Bad Girls
Jeanne Thornton, Summer Fun
Yasmin Zaher, The Coin
Lee Mandelo, The Woods All Black
Graphic Novels & Manga:
Nick Drnaso, Sabrina
Marjane Satrapi, Embroideries
Evan Dahm, The Last Delivery
Yoshiyuki Sadamoto, Neon Genesis Evangelion, vols. 4-6
Albums & Podcasts
The Receiving End of Sirens, Between the Heart and the Synapse (2005)
Poetry & Prose & In-Between:
Jesse Rice-Evans, Snow Moon (2017)
Sonia Greenfield, Vampires (2023)
Teline Trần, Many People Don’t Know This and Hurricane (2024)
Claudia Schatz, Collision (2022)
Aurielle Marie, Unlike Every Other Poem I Found You In (2021)
Essays and Articles:
Liska Jacobs, with Sofia Samatar, Collage, Literary Community, and the Stunning Loneliness of Publishing (2024)
Elisa Gabbert, Fear as a Game (2024)
Eleanor Stern, TikTok LLM (2024)
墨客HUNXI, Unlimited Flow: Beyond the Horizons of Genre (2024)
Krista Diamond, Fuel, Medicine, Pleasure (2024)
My Recent Work:
nude / poem / with (top : scar) in where meadows
Every Trans Suicide is State-Sanctioned Murder in Protean Magazine
Three Micros in X-RAY Lit
Loving Renee Back in The Rumpus
This event may contain singing / accompanying craft essay in Half Mystic
dyke (genealogy) / alt: a letter to my grandfather in this first year of silence in Canthius *Priscilla Uppal Memorial Prize for Poetry honorable mention*
:Master Doc in Fusion Fragment.
Mad Studies in khōréō.
Two Poems in The Institutionalized Review.
Burrito Texts: Mel Baggs and the Language of Crip Life in Review of Disability Studies (academic).
port-man-toes: the aroace - queercrip - transmad - neuroqueer erotics of digital collaboration with ulysses/constance bougie in Kairos (academic?!?)
a complete family / hstry in Honey Literary, *nominated for Best of the Net*!
Find my chapbooks on my website and my Goodreads author page! Contact me for PDF requests.That’s all for now! Again, feel free to let me know what you think, what you’d like to see more of, and if you have any recommendations of your own!Share