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Your hold is ready! (11. 29. 25)
Hi everyone! Small optimisms this month.
After receiving some mildly promising news earlier in the month, I’ve been feeling somewhat better than I did in September and October. I think that has shown up in my work, too: diving into a new long-term project, completing a very rough draft of another, plugging away at my dissertation-to-monograph situation; plus, I’ve had the opportunity to do some editing work (thank you!).
It’s also strange to think about the fact that, in less than three weeks, I’ll be back home. The residency has gone by incredibly quickly so far, and though there are things I’m sick of –– mostly chores, also living with new people all the time –– it has overall been a pretty wonderful experience. The balance between physical labor and psychological flexibility is just what I’ve needed during a stressful time in my life. I feel comfortable here, physically and mentally. Plus, I’ve been fortunate enough to have a community built-in between residency director Erin, her friends, and the resident-friends I’ve cultivated over the course of the last few months.

Another first for this month — my first time foraging mushrooms (winter oysters)!!!
I’m also getting myself ready for another book release this coming March: my poetry collection, Differential Diagnosis, which is now available for pre-order on Northwestern University Press’s website and on Bookshop. Be sure to request it from your favorite indie bookstore, add it on Goodreads and Storygraph, and email me if you’re interested in a review copy.
Housekeeping:
Submissions: manywor(l)ds opens for submissions on Dec. 1!
My guest-edited blog section for fifth wheel press, on alterhuman/multispecies creative writing, is open now through Dec. 15!
Check out Failure to Comply digitally and in print and on Bookshop in both formats, on Goodreads and Storygraph, and request it at your local bookstores and libraries. Find inspo/similar reads/books that fed Failure to Comply at my Bookshop affiliate page, where each of your orders gives me a dollar.
Now, onto the recommendations!
Today’s Recs:
Books:
N/A Oparah, Thick Skin
Ntozake Shange, For colored girls who have considered suicide / when the rainbow is enuf
Randall Garrett, The Best Policy
Elana Dykewomon, Beyond the Pale
Music
Florence + The Machine, Everybody Scream (2025)
Spice, So Mi Like It (2014)
Flowerovlove, Shady (2025)
I:Scintilla, Optics (2007)
Poetry & Prose & In-Between:
Ollie Swasey, Butterfly Stitch (pg. 123) (2025)
Julie Carr, Selections from the Garden (2023)
rosa, The Spoon Fairies on Strike (2025)
Essays and Articles:
Greta Rainbow, Laptop Nonfiction (2025)
Jessica Defino, People Are 'Harmonizing' Their Faces. Why? (2025)
GiovanH, a wholesome plane has hit the second cozy tower (2025)
Anthony Madrid, What Goes Wrong When We Write Ghazals in English (2025)
Kara Walker, An Interview with Rabih Alameddine (2021)
My Recent Work:
Two pieces and Introduction in ANMLY, Autistic Protest Poetry.
Okay…a little unfocused, but hopefully you can make something of this? in Disability Archives Lab.
Access Fictions: Clarity, Violence, and the Promise of transMad Opacity in Transgender Studies Quarterly.
(Junk) Journalling Toward Connection in Rooted in Rights
Goodbye Forever Party (print) in Filling Station
You May Feel Odd or Different All Day in The Offing
Every Trans Suicide is State-Sanctioned Murder in Protean Magazine
Three Micros in X-RAY Lit
Loving Renee Back in The Rumpus
POEM IN WHICH I READ TRANS in JAKE Magazine, nominated for Best of the Net!
dyke (genealogy) / alt: a letter to my grandfather in this first year of silence in Canthius Priscilla Uppal Memorial Prize for Poetry honorable mention
Mad Studies in khōréō, winner of the Brave New Weird award!
Find my chapbooks on my website and my Goodreads author page! Contact me for PDF requests.