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Your Hold is Ready! (11.26.23)
Hello all!
It’s a struggle to know even where to begin with this newsletter, because so much has happened since the end of last month. First and foremost, I suppose, is to mark that the genocide of Palestinians continues after more than six weeks of misery, temporary cease-fire (in effect as I write this) notwithstanding. I have been heartened by collective participation in actions, support circles, special issues/publications, and other acts of solidarity and care in the face of unimaginable pain. I join many others –– including fellow antizionist Jews, who carry embodied & enminded memories of genocide and feel called to speak out against the violence committed in our name –– in calling for an end to the occupation of Palestine and the abolition of the state of “israel.”
This stance, growing ever-more popular as more of us become aware of the conditions under which Palestinians have been living and dying under british and then israeli occupation, has caused instability and numerous forms of loss for many outside Palestine, too. Just today (as I write this), three Palestinian students were shot in Vermont. Activists and scholars are losing their lives and livelihoods for coming out in public support of Palestine, and facing threats to their and their families’ lives and safety.
In the grand scheme of all of this, I’m relatively fortunate. I have lost my shul community, but maintain and am gaining community with other Jews who share my values. As many of you have likely heard, I resigned in early November from my position as associate editor at Frontier Poetry in response to their “neutrality” on Palestine, following Sarah Ghazal Ali’s courageous resignation from Palette Poetry.

Both publications are among those managed by Discover New Art. It was in some ways a difficult decision –– to leave a paying gig at a well-regarded entity is never easy –– and in others, a no-brainer, because I still need to sleep at night. I think that that is the calculation many of us are making as we leave organizations and positions that are neutral/supportive (and in this case, there is no difference) of the occupation and genocide. I hope more will follow suit, and that we are able to find spaces better aligned with truth, justice, and peace.
In semi-related news, both of the conferences that I mentioned in the last newsletter went excellently, and both spaces became sites of connection not only around our existing work, but also around the work of decolonization. In the case of the American Studies Association conference, we collectively chose to take Saturday, Nov. 4 off to attend a pro-Palestine demonstration in Montreal. An unexpected, positive side-effect of that is that my panel, which was scheduled for that day, ended up being pre-recorded. You can watch it on YouTube (with me, in my pajamas, as ad-hoc moderator) here (link is to my talk!).
Over at manywor(l)ds, we’ve also got some exciting stuff brewing. We made a formal statement in solidarity with Palestine and all communities currently facing genocide. Over on twitter (sigh) I’ve compiled a list of 100+ magazines and presses that have expressed formal support for Palestinian liberation. If people are interested, I can make a list of some of my favorites and publish it here? It would probably be paid subscriber only, at least at first (obligatory: consider throwing a few dollars a month at me! I just left one of my jobs!)
Some more literary news! Part 2 of the beestung special issue I edited, TRANS IS THE FUTURE / THE FUTURE IS TRANS is now live! See part 1 here. manywor(l)ds also has a new issue out, and submissions are open again on Dec. 1.
Lastly, I’m guest editing a special issue of Sinister Wisdom, a longstanding and iconic lesbian+ literary magazine (and one of my first-ever publications back in 2017!). It’s called Mad Dykes, Queer Worlds, and it’s going to be awesome. Submissions are open now. I’ll be taking over SW’s Instagram page the week of Dec. 3, too, so come check out some Mad their/herstory, book and publication recs, and more over there.
Thanks for sticking with this very long preamble. As I said –– a lot’s happening, and that’s not even touching my own dissertation stuff, plans to travel back to visit family, me completing my first 5k ever (!!!) and more.
But you’ve read enough about me already. It’s time for some recommendations.
Today’s Recs:
Books:
Rania Telgemeier, Ghosts.
Celeste Ng, Our Missing Hearts.
Lynda Barry, Syllabus: Notes from an Accidental Professor.
Shelley Parker-Chan, She Who Became the Sun.
Micha Frazer-Carroll, Mad World: The Politics of Mental Health
Podcasts
Search Engine (a podcast by PJ Vogt, especially recommended for those aching for the glory days of Reply All.)
Poetry & Prose & In-Between:
LaTanya McQueen, Installation Piece (2023).
Dorothea Lasky, Three Poems (2023).
Liane Tyrrel, A Sheep is Running in a Field (2023).
Michael Shewmaker, The Moon (2023).
Faith Ryan, The Story of a Little Grape (2023).
Olivia Dreisinger, Sisters on a Train (2023).
Rae Armantrout, Three Poems (2023).
Essays and Articles:
Sarah Brown, You Had Me at Meow: The Hidden Language of Cats (2023).
Neda Toloui-Semnani, “I Didn’t Feel Like A Mother, I Felt Like a Criminal.” (2023).
Jamie Figueroa, The Stories I Haven't Been Told (2021).
John Lee Clark, Why Capitalization Matters to the DeafBlind Community (2023).
Kate Dries, A Eulogy for Jezebel (2023).
Sarah Aziza, Doomsday Diaries (2023). Subscribe now
My Recent Work:
My latest chapbook, Co/notations, is available from Gutslut Press: find it in print here, a digital copy here, and add on Goodreads here!
My fourth chapbook, bugbutter, is available from Gap Riot Press and up on Goodreads.
My third chapbook, Out of Mind & Into Body, is available from Ethel Press and up on Goodreads.
Embodying Otherwise: Nonhuman Criptopias in Salt Fish Girl in the Journal of Literary and Cultural Disability Studies (academic).
Loving trans into possible: t4t as transpollinatory praxis in APA Studies in LGBTQ Philosophy (academic).
Walking the Fractal Garden: for spite and rosemary (Review) in Ecotheo Collective.
Skim in Astrolabe.
Lightwaiting in *82 Review.
Refuse! in Elliott Lloyd’s Psych Survivor Zine (Vol. 1)
Diagnostician's Note, lovingly reprinted in Protean Magazine.
Substitution Poem in Tilted House.
How to Know if You Are Trans Enough: a ten-step plan for transreal-ization in Sinister Wisdom 127: trans/feminisms.
transfinite::a dialogue in Just Femme & Dandy
Two Poems in Electric Lit: The Commuter
The Beholding & Beheld in Nat Brut.That’s all for now! Again, feel free to let me know what you think, what you’d like to see more of, and if you have any recommendations of your own!Subscribe now