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Your hold is ready! (3. 27. 26)
Hi everyone. I can’t believe March is almost over already!
I’ve had a big month. Differential Diagnosis is officially out in the world, and I welcomed its arrival at AWP with readings, meetings, sales, and so much fun. This was my first time on panels at AWP –– chairing one, being a panelist on the other. The former, which I chaired, was Trans Horror, a follow-up to our wildly successful offsite event last year. This panel was equally successful (room at capacity!) and I got to interact with so many cool trans speculative writers. As a panelist at Sinister Wisdom’s 50th anniversary panel, I also had an amazing time, especially because I got to talk about the issue of the journal that I edited, Mad Dykes, Queer Worlds.
In terms of my own books: I actually sold out of all the copies of Differential Diagnosis and Failure to Comply that I brought with me, which was a very pleasant surprise! I think this was the most fun I’ve had at any conference I’ve been to, not least because it took place in Baltimore, my favorite u.s. city. Between conference activities, I spent time with my bestie, enjoyed local restaurants, and, of course, got a good bit of reading done. The recommended (5 star) books section for this month is longer than usual!
After a brief break mid-month, I was back to traveling, and only arrived home from my latest trip the other day. This time, I went to see internet friends in NYC and Syracuse, before hitting Toronto for Differential Diagnosis’s official launch. Another Story books, and my interlocutor, Twoey Gray, welcomed me with open arms. I had a blast. Touring, reading, and answering questions feels so much more comfortable this time around: with Failure to Comply, I didn’t know at all what to expect. Now, I can settle quickly into a rhythm, both because I know how readings go and because more people know the architecture of my work. That familiarity is a big relief.
The tour situation is only just beginning, and I have a bunch more “stops” scattered throughout the spring and summer. Next up, on April 8, a virtual, free event with the Northwestern Women’s Center. Shortly thereafter, on April 10, I read in-person with Evelyn Berry, a poet I adore (and who is quoted in one of Differential Diagnosis’s epigraphs) at Queer Haven Books. Then, on 4/21 at 6:30pm, I’ll be reading at Amherst Books in Amherst, MA, with Niamh Timmons. I’ve got a big month ahead of me, and I’m really excited!
Housekeeping:
If you want to read about transMad queercrip nonsense as aesthetic and praxis and haven’t ordered a copy yet, check out Differential Diagnosis, which is now available on Northwestern University Press’s website and on Bookshop (or, in Canada, at the above Another Story link!) Be sure to request it from your favorite indie bookstore, add it on Goodreads and Storygraph, and email me if you’re interested in a review copy.
Also: manywor(l)ds is open for submissions through 4/30!
Now, onto the recommendations.
Today’s Recs:
Books:
Jillian Tamaki, SuperMutant Magic Academy
M.K. Thekkumkatil, The Sexuality of Care: On Nursing, Kink, and a Future Without Hospitals (keep your eyes peeled for a future convo between myself and Thekkumkatil!)
Vincent Bevins, The Jakarta Method
Megan Milks, Slug and Other Stories
Michelle Tea, Valencia
Jamie Silvonek, Marginal Verse (keep your eyes peeled for an interview with the author!)
Shola von Reinhold, Lote
Hieu Minh Nguyen, This Way to the Sugar
Listening:
Kazuki Koga, The Summit of the Gods (2022)
Ntski, Orca (2021)
Hafez Modirzadeh, Facets (2021)
Kaitlyn Auriela Smith, Let’s Turn It Into Sound (2022)
Grace Ives, Girlfriend (2026)
Watching:
Poetry & Prose & In-Between (+ a Zine!):
Laia Asieo Odo, Where Memory Meets the Sea (2025)
Lee Arden, Surpisingly OK: What Healing Trauma Feels Like (2023)
Essays and Articles:
Isa Farfan, The Tender Work of Preserving Renee Good’s Memorial (2026)
Aleksandra Vaca, The Trump Administration Admits to Medically Experimenting on Trans People in Prisons (2026)
My Recent Work:
The Inherent Poetry of Horror, Or Horror in the Poetic in the Northwestern University Press Blog.
Speculative Syllabi: Imagining Pedagogies of Madness and Hope, with Helen Rottier, in the International Mad Studies Journal.
Two pieces and Introduction in ANMLY, Autistic Protest Poetry.
Okay…a little unfocused, but hopefully you can make something of this? in Disability Archives Lab.
Access Fictions: Clarity, Violence, and the Promise of transMad Opacity in Transgender Studies Quarterly.
(Junk) Journalling Toward Connection in Rooted in Rights
Goodbye Forever Party (print) in Filling Station
You May Feel Odd or Different All Day in The Offing
Every Trans Suicide is State-Sanctioned Murder in Protean Magazine
Three Micros in X-RAY Lit
Loving Renee Back in The Rumpus
Find my chapbooks on my website and my Goodreads author page! Contact me for PDF requests.

