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Your hold is ready! (6.30.26)
Hi everyone!
Welcome to my last post pre-move. Next month, I’ll be moving to Grand Rapids, MI, to start a new faculty position + my first post-PhD job! Things are about to get really busy (and already are, with moving, writing/editing things, research, and more) and I’m so excited to step into this new phase of my life.
This past month, I had my last Differential Diagnosis event until I’m settled in my new place, this time in NYC with Mordecai Martin and Topaz Winters. It was a great reading + conversation about –– what else? –– Madness and poetics, and a great way to end this early stage of book promotion (though the self-promo cycle, unfortunately, never truly ends).
More recently, I got to visit a friend for a gloriously low-stress bookstore-hopping trip in Boston, that did not require me to do any readings or schmoozing. Definitely a relief after beginning to associate bookstores with “work.”
My other big event this month was my FIRST EVER HALF-MARATHON! It went surprisingly smoothly, which I think is a testament to my effective training. The first ten miles were shockingly easy, last 3ish were tough both due to exhaustion and to me speeding up. Mostly, I’m pleased that my early-race discipline, especially in terms of starting off slow, really paid off. I ran 14 full miles simply because I’m Like That™, but my half-marathon time was 2:17:52, at a 10:31/mile average pace. Not bad for my first time!
So, an eventful June, and now we’re heading into an arguably More Eventful July. Wish me luck with everything, and next time I update this newsletter, I’ll be in my new place and hopefully unpacked!
Housekeeping:
If you want to read about transMad queercrip nonsense as aesthetic and praxis and haven’t ordered a copy yet, check out Differential Diagnosis, which is now available on Northwestern University Press’s website and on Bookshop (or, in Canada, at Another Story or your local indie!) Be sure to request it from your favorite indie bookstore, and add it on Goodreads and Storygraph.
Likewise, you can find my debut experimental-sf- trans dyke body modification novel, Failure to Comply, at featherproof books, Bookshop (+ your local indie), Another Story, Goodreads, and Storygraph.
Also - manywor(l)ds is open through July 31! Send your stuff!
Now, onto the recommendations.
Today’s Recs:
Books:
Samuel Ace, Meet Me There: Normal Sex & Home in three days. Don't wash.
Patricia Grace, Potiki
Johanna Hedva, On Hell
Imani Elizabeth Jackson, Flag
Music:
Blinder, Heatseeker (2025)
Mound of Orchids, Silhouettes (2026)
Poetry & Prose & In-Between:
Liliana Greyf, Providence River (2025)
Lauren Eggbert Crowe, While my father was dying, I kept having dreams about my exes (2026)
E.K. Charny, Carmen (2026)
Essays and Articles:
Callum Angus, Pedagogy of the Dysphoric (2023/2026)
Jon Danforth-Appel, Does the Jewish Body Keep the Score? (2026)
Patricia Lockwood, A Tradcath Wedding (2026)
My Recent Work:
Truth Beyond Reason: Speculative Fictions and the Mad Imagination in Constellations.
Interview: Cavar in conversation with M. K. Thekkumkattil in Fifth Wheel Press.
Interview: Jamie Silvonek in conversation with [sarah] Cavar in Fifth Wheel Press
The Inherent Poetry of Horror, Or Horror in the Poetic in the Northwestern University Press Blog.
Speculative Syllabi: Imagining Pedagogies of Madness and Hope, with Helen Rottier, in the International Mad Studies Journal.
Two pieces and Introduction in ANMLY, Autistic Protest Poetry.
Okay…a little unfocused, but hopefully you can make something of this? in Disability Archives Lab.
Access Fictions: Clarity, Violence, and the Promise of transMad Opacity in Transgender Studies Quarterly.
You May Feel Odd or Different All Day in The Offing
Every Trans Suicide is State-Sanctioned Murder in Protean Magazine
Three Micros in X-RAY Lit
Loving Renee Back in The Rumpus
Find my chapbooks on my website and my Goodreads author page! Contact me for PDF requests.

