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Your hold is ready! (8. 30. 25)
Happy end of August from Knoxville, TN!
I’m just wrapping up my second week as long-term resident at Sundress Academy for the Arts, where I’m working on half a dozen things, especially my third novel and first academic monograph. It’s been a really wonderful experience so far, balancing desk work, writing, and reading with my duties around the farm, and generally exploring places to run, hike, and enjoy nature nearby. I even got the chance to put final touches on a collaborative piece born from my work with the Remote Access Archive. Overall, judging by the exponential rate at which I’ve made progress since coming here, I think the change in scenery was sorely needed. The 2000-book (and growing) library here at the farmhouse, including many books on my TBR and many more I’ve never heard of, is also a plus.

August has been a month of big changes and hard work for me, particularly in regard to my move from California to Connecticut and my temporary move from Connecticut to Tennessee. I’m also adjusting to life as someone officially no longer in school (even though my teaching responsibilities still start next week!). Given some of the structuring elements of this residency — animal feeding, workshop and gathering opportunities, cleaning — I know I won’t be totally flailing during the day. But given that this is my first fall as a non-student since I was 3 years old, it’s still quite an adjustment.
Lastly – in September, we reach the one-year mark since the publication of Failure to Comply. Every time I think I’m done learning new things about that book and about my readership, I learn new things: my event at Barnes and Noble sold out, something I absolutely did not expect. I found Failure to Comply mentioned on some book-related subreddits (!?!??!) which I never would have imagined. As the time for publicizing my forthcoming poetry collection gets closer, I’m both nervous and excited about going through the publicity wringer (affectionate) again, albeit this time with more know-how.
Housekeeping:
Submissions: manywor(l)ds reopens on Sept 1. Send your work, and check out our August 15 issue (our second anniversary!) here.
Take a peek at how we sheep, co-written with scholarly-(anti-) crush/comrade/collaborator ulysses/constance bougie, is out with Ethel Press. For background on what we’re doing with queerness, Madness, and (a)sexualities, check out our work in) Kairos and Asexualities. You can order it on its own or purchase it bundled with my third chapbook and first with Ethel, Out of Mind & Into Body.
And check out Failure to Comply digitally and in print and on Bookshop in both formats, on Goodreads and Storygraph, and request it at your local bookstores and libraries. Find inspo/similar reads/books that fed Failure to Comply at my Bookshop affiliate page, where each of your orders gives me a dollar.
Now, onto the recommendations!
Today’s Recs:
Books:
Ruth Klüger, Still Alive: A Holocaust Girlhood Remembered
Rebecca Watson, little scratch
Waubgeshig Rice, Moon of the Turning Leaves
Angela Carter, The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories
Louise Glück, Wild Iris
TC Tolbert, Gephyromania
Music
Ninajirachi, I Love My Computer (2025)
Jerry Paper, Toon Time Raw! (2016)
Japanese Breakfast, For Melancholy Brunettes (& Sad Women) (2025)
Poetry & Prose & In-Between:
Joanna Pearson, The Oracle (2023)
bruno darío, tr. Kit Schulter, Three Poems (2025)
Anjali Ravi, This is Where it Stops Making Sense (2025)
Bernie Jean Schiebeling, The Endstate of History (2025)
Essays and Articles:
Alex Scopic, "Dubai Chocolate” is Regime Propaganda (2025).
Elle Examines, Stop Telling Me to Read A Little Life (2025)
Lincoln Michael, The Grand Ballroom Theory of Literature (2025)
My Recent Work:
Okay…a little unfocused, but hopefully you can make something of this? in Disability Archives Lab.
Access Fictions: Clarity, Violence, and the Promise of transMad Opacity in Transgender Studies Quarterly.
(Junk) Journalling Toward Connection in Rooted in Rights
Goodbye Forever Party (print) in Filling Station
You May Feel Odd or Different All Day in The Offing
Every Trans Suicide is State-Sanctioned Murder in Protean Magazine
Three Micros in X-RAY Lit
Loving Renee Back in The Rumpus
POEM IN WHICH I READ TRANS in JAKE Magazine, nominated for Best of the Net!
dyke (genealogy) / alt: a letter to my grandfather in this first year of silence in Canthius Priscilla Uppal Memorial Prize for Poetry honorable mention
Mad Studies in khōréō, winner of the Brave New Weird award!
Find my chapbooks on my website and my Goodreads author page! Contact me for PDF requests.